Man what a hell of a year it’s been

Why do i feel like I’m failing at everything i do? I’m ready to give up. Trying my best to be a good parent. I used to feel like a good parent. Now i just feel like I’m failing. Falling. Drowning. Overwhelmed by everything with no relief. Try to stay positive. Try to keep my head up and a smile on my face. So much negativity all around me. I just want peace. I don’t know how to find it. Just keep swimming. Just keep going.